I have tried to hard to find you. I know there are people that tell me that you are seeking me and I can always find you but its harder than it seems.How do I see you in the sick, the helpless, the hopeless, and one of the later being myself?
Where do I find the strength to not cry every morning and every long night?
How do I motivate and stir a passion in my otherwise passionless husband?
There are so many fundamentally wrong things with the church and with "religion" that I cannot reconcile.
I am seeking you and your truth but I have hit a wall...
Where do I go from here?
